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Fear of giving me the lines new

maybe won't be able to learn them

maybe I'll make mistakes

people will either think I'm no good or

laugh or belittle me or think I can't act.

Women looked stern and critical -

unfriendly and cold in general

afraid director won't think I'm any good.
remembering when I couldn't do a god

damn thing.

then trying to build myself up with the

fact that I have done things right that

were even good and have had moments

that were excellent but the bad is heavier

to carry around and feel have no confidence

depressed mad

(Nota pessoal de Norma J. Mortenson, que o mundo conhece com outro nome)